Fucked up love

Well since the last post very interesting things have developed in my life. The same night of the last post, my life simply became more complex, in a way that i could have never expected. Just when I thought I was finally going to be able to free the grip that messy situations had a strangle hold on. In the end, my single problem was multiplied and exacerbated. Now, I find myself left with a bag filled of emotions the likes of which I am not sure I have ever had the un-pleasureful experience of dealing with. On a different note, my life with God has became better. I have had time to take into account many of my previous beliefs and teachings. Now I pray that my Shepard will deliver me through these troublesome times....